Hi! Here the story begin. 

I just tired of getting hurt. whatever you do, it hurts me. Seeing you talked,tweeted or anything with other girls,make me broken. But you still do not realized what you have done. You just enjoy your life and don't even thinking about me. But you have to know, that I always think about you all the time. And you even didn't. it makes me hurt sooo much :'/ but fake smile always appeared on my face telling that i'm happy but it's just fake! you know,fake? fake?! *sigh* whenever you online on my chat box,i always smile but then suddenly you off,on,off,on. i just don't know what have happen to you. i know you don't like to see me appeared on your chat box,did you? if that the reason you off? just tell me. i will accept it. hmmm,maybeee ;/ after i know it,i just tweeted after you off. it make me more comfortable cause i know you will never see the tweet and i know it making you smile cause i was disappeared in your life about a minute or maybe hour and it make you happy. i know,you like to see me hurt right? Honestly,i miss the moments when we first talk to each other like normal. I really really miss it :') the moment when we first eyes met to each other,it making me melt. i just can't tell you that i like you. i afraid of your react after i say it. i afraid that you will say 'NO!' it will make me cry and upset. "did he like me?" this questions always rolled in my mind. when i'm alone,i will think about it. Think think think think. did you? i really hope that one day you will have the feeling towards me as i did. will it come true? damn,i don't know. I would feel shy when you are around me,i don't know why i did that,it just happen. i become speechless when you talk to me. Actually,i got many things to ask you,i just...........*sigh* i don't know. i just stay quiet as i could and suddenly a smile appeared on my face,it's maybe because of you. i love you for who you are. but you still didn't get it. Well! Good! *long sigh* Lastly i wanna say,please don't make me hurt again and again. And please stop giving me hope :')

Hai hai hai :) lama kan tak jenguk blog noh? miss youu soo much :* haha. anw,mcm mcm cerita nak cerita tau tak? taktau taktau? *memang lah tak tahu,cerita pun dak lagi -.-* looool ~ haha,anw,nak cerita nie,start start musim sek nie mmg best best,tapi bila dah lama,mula lah ada yang dengki,jeles kawan tu rapat ngan kawan nie. heh? kebudak budakan sungguh kan? Please be matured! nak buat mcam mana,hubungan dah rapat,rapat lahh.takpayah nak cemburu sangat lah,benda normal je lahh. watlek watpeace lahh :/ takkan mcm tu pun nak jealous? lol,lawak kot -,- lalala ~ btw,kita kan kawan? soo,kita kawan mcam biasalah.yang dekat,kita rapat rapatkan,yang jauh,kita? kita? apa eh? taktau lahh -____- haha.lalala,lupakannn :)

This is the next story :* it was about *secret* hehe. there is one person that called 'crush' dia nie handsome,comel,hebat,cool dan sebagainya..haha. he did not know that i like him :) he was soo handsome,cute,awesome,have a  nice smiles and eyes,cool and others. he is a part of my life and also a special person for mee. seriously,it was! but me is just a friend and a normal person for him. what can i do? i cannot change anything. i cannot change his heart :/ his heart is for another girls. and it was not me. i just sit,and stalking him,and and....just waiting him to accept my love *sigh* it was funny right? for me,it was totally NOT! lalala ~ you can make this things to kind of jokes,but it was not funny at all. HAHA! get it? please,crush. please believe that i love you and always be right by your side forever :') Assalamuaalaikum ♥

yeahh. memang hebat pun dia block akuu -.- for what reason lah dia block aku pun aku taktau lahh ? *sebab apa woii ?* haihh,mcam mcam lah manusia zaman sekarang niee. hang kena ka sampai block aku hah ? tak faham lahh. kenapa kenapa ? kat otak aku nie just terpikir,apa salah aku kat hangg. tapi aku sakit hati ngan hang lama dah lahh,hang buat aku mcm tong sampah dulu,ingat tak sakit hati ka hah ? *mcm nak cekik je hang bodohhh !* bila hang kapel ngan kawan tuu,hang buat don't know je kat aku. that's why i repeat the same thing that you have done to me -.-' dah lama aku tahan dengan perangai hangg. and aku tau kenapa sekarang nie hang berani hantar ayat jiwang kat akuu sbab hang sudah break sama itu awek kan ? hahaha x'D kesian hanggggg. then,hang cepat-2 mai cari aku noh ? hebattt. cenggini (y) bhaha. tu aku dah kata aku takmau terkena lagi dengan hanggg. takot aku sakit hati lagi ngan hanggg. then hang block aku ! mmg aku rasa lega sikit lah kan. tapi aku mungkin AKAN rindu hang kot. but nak wat camna,kawan dah block kita. do what you want to do dude ?! you nak benci i ? benci lah. tiada halangan lahh. i dah tahan lma dah ngan you. i tggu saat mcm nie yeee. thanks for be my friends. you can foreget me if you want too. no forced :'D but ingat nah,jasa jasa aku kat hang. mohon hang buat keputusan yang baguss weyhh. aku pun nak lupa lelaki,jantan mcm hang. hang lah lelaki yang aku dah anggap mcm abang aku sendiri tapi hang buat mcm nie. REDHA JEE ! Mohon hang cari hidup hang yang bahagia tu dengan sapa sapa ja. serious,aku pening ngan hg weyy. that's all i want to say to you. thanks for be my friends selama kita kenal nie. and aku berdoa juga supaya aku boleh cari hidup bahagia akuuu. GoodBye Stupid :')

Hai peeps ! there are a story i want to tell youu. A sad storyy :'/ *acewayhhh,cakap inggeris konon xD* kay btw,aku nak cakap ngan hampa yg janji tak tepati memang menyakitkan kan ? itulah apa yg si H buat kat aku tuuu. dia kata 'dia nak jaga akuu,dia akan sayang aku seorang sahaja" but dia tipuuu. dia bila dah ada orang lainn,dia lupa akuu. sakit hati weyhhh. berapa kali dah kot aku hantar mesej kat dia,tapi dia tak balas. aku malas laa nak marah , maki-2 diaa :3 nanti,aku pulak yang silapp salah faham kat diaaa. tapi dia banyak berubahhhh ! aku sedih laa ngan perangai dia sekarangggg. aku nak dia yang duluuu. janji janji dia hanya kata-kata jee. dia tak buat punnn. aku sayang dia mcm abg angkat aku dahhh,tapiii,dia yang buat perangai mcm mcm -.- hurmmm,entah smpai bila dia nak balas mesej akuuu. tgok tgok bila bukak sekolah nanti baru balasss. haihh,bagi lah aku kesabarannnnnn. kuat syahira,kuat :') aku tau aku nie hanya patung kat diaaa,tapi tak perlu kot buat aku seteruk nieee ? nanti klau aku balas balikkk,baru tau langit tinggi rendahh . malas aku nak gaduh ngan hanggg,tadak faedah nyeee :p aku dah pernah cakap,aku nak lupa hang perlahan perlahan,tapi aku tak bolehh,aku takmau kehilangan hg. please weyyy,balas lah mesej akuuu,jangan lah hang jadi kawan lupa kawan,serious aku tak sukaaa :/ tapiii,aku nak CUBA jugak untuk lupa kan hanggg . Insyaallah :'3 tu pun klau aku boleh lahhh. klau tak boleh tak tau lahhh. haihhh. and and , bila hang nak onlineee ? aku tunggu tau hggg. hope you can change you behavior. i love you more than friends :3 please understand my hearttt,i love you to infinity and beyondddddd . *BYE PEEPS*

Hem. kawan pengguna kawan ? memang elok pun. serious,aku ucap thanks sangat sangat. hang buat aku sakit hati,bla bla,bla bla. bila ingat balik pengalaman kita yg dulu,sakit kottt. aku tak caya kawan aku yg aku betul-betul syg selama nieee,pengguna aku jeee. ceittt,berlagak baguihhh je depan akuuu. ayat ayat jiwang hang tu , semuanya tak leh pkai langsunggg. menyakitkan weyyy :'/ aku rasa perangai hg sebiji mcm csd yang bahlol tuuuu. serious,perangai hmpa mcm harammm. kay,hg tak suka aku sbb aku tak cantik segala bagaiiii. but hg tak suka akuuu,sebiji mcm hg hina ciptaan Allah. serious,aku nak lupa hang weyy. aku takmauu cari hg dah weyyy. benci tgok muka hang yg mcm lelaki baik,tapi perangai serupa mcm ***** sakit hati ada kot weyyy ! arghhh,syahira,be strongggg :'/ dia taktau aku sayang dia lebih dari kawannnn. dah la weyyy,aku nak lupa perlahan-perlahan. stop using me idiotttt. IHATEYOUASMUCHASICAN -.- jangan panggil aku syg,klau hg hnya nak permainkan aku bodohhhhh. tapi,terima kasihhh hg buat aku mcm nieee selama nieee. esok atau sampai bila bila,aku tak layan hg,jangan hg tanya pasepaaaa .serious aku tak takot kehilangan lelakiii mcm hggg weyy. hanya nak permainkan akuuuu. cinta itu memang menyakitkannn. bodoh kau siaalll. dah , jauh dari hidup akuuuu. cukup tara sini kita berkawannn. selamat tinggal kawannn ! and one more thing,susah ke senang kaa,jangan cari aku ye siall. bye bye buku lamaaa. haiii buku baruuuuu :') bye bye jantan siallll !

heee. banyak dugaan Allah bagi kat kitakann ? Allah buat sbb Allah nak uji kita. jangan bagi Allah tak tegur kesalahan kita dahh. dan aku punn tak larat nak tgur prangai hg skrg niee. benci kot tgokk. hg sentuh dia,takkan hg taktau benda tuu haram. yg pompuan tu pun,bagi jee,syokk jeee. Haishhh. mungkin aku marah sbb aku suka kat lelaki tuu. eh,tidak tidakkk. tadak pasai aku nak suka diaaa. org bodoh jee ambik lelaki mcm hg mister m oiii. sedar la diri tu sikittt. hg ubah perangai hg,hg ada akhlak yg baikkk,boleh lah aku terimaaa. nie takk,pgang sana,pgang siniii. ASTAGHFIRULLAH ! geliii aku tgok weyy. benda hg buat selalu,setiap hariii. lain lahhh benda buat sekali,pastu tak buat dahhh. haishhh. payah kan hidup camniee ? kawan yg jadi mangsa kejadian nieee. aku sayang hampa dah duluu,tapi perangai hampa berubah lepas kapelll. perangai mcm taikkkk. habaq betoiii ! serious aku tak sukaaa woiii. kawan aku byk berubah sbb hg,lelaki wooiii. bangun lah wahai lelaki daripada nafsu mu yg tggi tuuu. takkan lepas break,baru nak ubah semuanyaaa ? aku tak kesah klau hampa nak buat date ka,nak pgang sana sini kaaa,walaupun aku tau benda salah , tapi aku tak larat  nak tegur dahhh,so buat lah benda tuu kat depan org len tapi bukan depan akuuu. aku malu kot ada kawan mcm hmpaaa. hampa buat benda mcm tuu,hmpa ada akal dakk ? Allah bagi dah lahh. FIKIR FIKIRR !! kau perempuan,jangan syok sngat org duk sentuh hg,nanti tak silap,hg menyesall. kau lelakiii,jagalah maruah perempuan tuu,bukan menjatuhkannya,bodoh. tapiii,aku nak ALLAH bukak kan hati hampa tu luas-2. biar hmpa menyesal sikitt. kayyy,Assalamuaalaikum ♥